Parasti man ar spēka vārdiem uzreiz rodas skaidra saprašana, ko tie vēlas man pateikt šodien. Jo ar katru reizi ir kāda jauna nianse, bet parasti jaunā izpratne ir tieša un nepārprotama. Šodienas vārdi mani stipri uzrunā, bet tā miglaini. Man ir tiem ir jāpadzīvo vienu laiku, kamēr šī brīža gudrība ir gatava nolaisties. Kaut kas no pašnoteiktām robežām, kuras cītīgi bet diezgan izmisīgi mācos definēt un uzkopt. Kaut kas par to, ka mūsu tuvākie un mīļākie ir mūsu labākie spoguļi, ja vien esam gatavi un pietiekoši drosmīgi, lai pateisi ielūkoties tajā, kas tie atpsoguļots. Kaut kas par kalniem un ielejām, un lai cik mums varbūt nepatiktu dzīvoties pa ielejām, izprotot cik tomēr tās mums arī ir vajadzīgas. Lai papeld šie vārdi manā sirdī šodien.....
Typically when I read 'my' words for the day, I know instantly that I've found the right ones and there usually is a clear meaning attached for my life as it is and as I am today. Each day and each reading brings a slight nuance, but typically the message is direct and unmistakable. Today's words speak to me powerfully but ambiguously. I'll have to sit with them for a while, until today's wisdom ir ready to alight. Perhaps something about boundaries, which I've been working diligently but not especially successfully to define and maintain. Perhaps something about the people in are lives who are nearest and dearest - the ones who are our best mirrors, but only if we are ready and brave enough to examine what they're reflecting with honesty. Perhaps something about hills and valleys, and for as much as we might not love traversing the valleys, knowing how necessary they are in our journeys. Letting these words swim about in my heart today....
'We need to bump against something, in order to reflect back (out into the world).'
Lai notiek tā!
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